Shelby,
in her mid-thirties, is a survivor. She and her brother survived
their violent father and meek mother. Shelby's crafted a life for
herself – a safe life. But her well crafted life begins to crumble
when she find out she has been asked to be the guardian of a four
year old girl. That crumbling of her safe life is the beginning of
the healing she has needed, yet run away from, for too long.
The
major theme that drew me into this novel deals with how much of an
influence our childhood is on who we are as adults. Shelby is
terrified that she will become violent like her father. She fears it
is in her genes.
The
author deftly combines the current life of Shelby with short
vignettes of her childhood. We see how her current actions have grown
out of childhood experiences.
As
a reader, that really made me think about my own adult life, my
childhood experiences, and how the two are related. In another book I
read recently the author said our brains are generally hard wired by
the age of six. The experiences we have in early childhood are very
formative. As we see the adult Shelby act in response to childhood
experiences, we have to ponder our own lives and actions.
Right
along with the theme of childhood influence on adulthood is the theme
of healing. How do we heal those broken places? God does the healing,
of course, but how do we make ourselves available for Him to do it?
What are the areas where we have not allowed those scars to be
healed? Essential to that healing is forgiveness, another element of
this novel.
This
novel is very well written. It is so well written I was immediately
drawn into the story. I was a captive reader from beginning to end.
But I had to stop several times and think about what I had just read.
This is a thought provoking novel as well as a captivating one. It is
one I'll be thinking about for some time.
There
is a discussion guide at the end of the book. This would make an
excellent book for a reading group. There is a great deal of
thoughtful material in it.
You
can find out more about the novel, including a trailer, photos and an
interview with the author at http://michelephoenix.com/.
Michele
Phoenix is a graduate
of Wheaton College and spent twenty years teaching at Black Forest
Academy, a school in Germany for missionaries' children. Michele
fought two kinds of cancer in 2008. Changing the direction of her
life, she came back to the States to launch a new ministry for and
about missionary kids. She lives in Illinois, serving with Global
Outreach Mission as a missionary children's advocate. Her first novel
was Tangled Ashes,
released in 2012.
Tyndale
House Publishers, 384 pages.
I
received a complimentary galley of this book from the publisher for
the purpose of this review.