I
love this book. The wisdom and insight Bessey has is phenomenal. I'd
read the book just for her benediction, the prayer she has for us at the
end. This book is an exceptional spiritual memoir of “growing up”
in faith.
I
can identify with her situation: “Like so many aspects of my
spirituality, I am still a bit in-between, figuring out what I
reclaim and what I relinquish, living with a few unanswered questions
while relying heavily on the few things I do know...”
She
grew up in the Charismatic movement. She saw the real and the
foolishness and has an excellent take on the movement. She left
organized church for a while. She attended a liturgical church and
found meaning in their prayer structure. “When I couldn't find my
way through the clutter of praise and worship, I found Jesus in the
silence and liturgy.” I love how she writes about the different
spiritual streams and how there is one for each of us.
I
love how she grapples with her core beliefs and how she takes us
through the time when everything she knew for sure had to be figured
out all over again. She helps us know what we need to walk away from
and what we need to reclaim. She helps us find out that Jesus is the
center of everything.
I
love how she came to a new understanding of the Bible, seeing
everything through the lens of Jesus. She came to a higher view of
Scripture than she'd ever had before. I love how she came to a new
understanding of the church, where she had found some of her greatest
hurts and her greatest healings. I love how she takes us through her
stages of faith development and how she can now hold questions and
imperfect answers at the same time. I love how she describes herself
as a recovering know it all, learning to live comfortably with
uncertainty.
I
recommend this book to Christians who are out of sorts, that is, know
that your beliefs and practices need some sorting. You'll be
challenged to let go of the things that do not matter and cling to
the only Person who does. You'll find a new appreciation for the
church and for living life that is sacred 24/7.
But
this book is not for everyone. Growing up is terrifying, Bessey says.
Rethinking your faith is not for the weak of heart. You have to be
willing to face an uncertain future, knowing who holds it secure.
Rest assured, at the end of the book, you'll have settled your life
around Jesus.
There
is an excellent set of Discussion Questions included for personal or
group use.
My
rating: 5+/5 stars.
You
can read the first four chapters here.
Sarah
Bessey is an award winning blogger, author of Jesus Feminist, and
is a passionate advocate for global women's issues. She partners with
the Help One Now ministry in Haiti and lives in Abbortsford, BC,
with her husband and their children. You can find out more about her
and follow her blog at http://sarahbessey.com/.
Howard
Books, 272 pages.
I
received a complimentary egalley of this book from the publisher for
the purpose of an independent and honest review.